Thank you All for support, it means a lot, since people around me cannot understand that I am not the same person as before. My idea of writing to the doctor was to let him know about the consequences so that other people can be saved, but doctors are full of vanity, thinking they know the best and are taking advantage of the sick people.
Yes, the clock cnnot be reversed, still I have hope that this issue will be solved in the near future somehow (right now it is close to impossible), the articles that are shown in the forum are encouraging. We just need to prevail or survive up to that moment. Best, E.