I also feel suicidal quite often due to ENS, it is just hard to live day to day with the constant openness and just the funny way we breathe now with this condition. I have found a cpap helps with sleep at night but during the day it is hard to get around. I hope there is a cure for us around the corner, I am kind of disheartened because I am one of the few who hasn't benefited from Dr. Das prp/acell injections. I hope there is still hope for me.