Thanks Nose...

I feel so stupid.  I just can't stop crying.  It's like the tears just keep falling, silently, while I'm typing.  I mistakenly watched a video from an ENS sufferer.  And I watched her breathing... the telltale emptying of her breath as she talked and the big breath in to continue to talk, even though she tried to hide it.  I just lost it.  That IS me...  I know exactly how she feels.

I keep telling myself "tomorrow will be better", but it doesn't happen.

Do you guys ever talk to each other on the phone?  Just wondering...

Thanks... <3