hearthurts wrote:
panzz wrote:
Hi hear hurt ,first think first , u need to do ct scan And then see what happened ?? After that u can think what to do ?? Btw what surgery did u have ?? Fuc* stupid ent still doing turbin reduction , no need to rush , I now what u feel , i also have no it right side ,headache all the time , thick mucus that can 't get out if I blow also sometimes can get out sometimes not if I doing nasal rinse , this make me like stupid person , and really down and suffer .pressure in the face .

I can't think I can barely talk. I stutter and trip over my words. how am i going to do ct scan no money.no job.no car. All i have is my mother. will dr das do ct scan? I have feeling das will suggest implant in right nose not sure how to respond? I don't even know if i can make it to tuesday. not sure if i can even bring my self to tell my mom.  "mom i have ens, i need you to drive me half way across the country and spend thousands of dollars on surgery even tho zI been a total financhial burden to you my entire life." iprobably easier just to kill myself

It is natural but you are assuming the worst. You are trying to figure out if you need an implant. This is because you are afraid that you have had your turbinate totally resected which happens but is uncommon and probably not your situation. I am not sure how many people can tell you this and how many different ways. You need to slow down and get a better understanding what is happening.

You need to talk to your mother and soon. Be aware that she is unlikely to understand at first. This is common and to a certain extent to be expected. It does not mean she does not care but that she just doesn't understand like most people do not. It is likely to going to take some time for her to understand and that is also normal. But since you are feeling as bad as you do and feel so hopeless, you need to talk to your mother. To reiterate, we know you are suffering badly but we also know that even though it does not feel like it, you have the strength to get through this.