Posting in this thread because my situation is pretty much identical to the op, except I never have had any symptom relief due to a cold or flu, and replace adderall with vyvance and ritalin in my case. Recently dropped out of college because I mentally cannot process the material any more, when I try to juggle the variables in my o. chem textbook when I do problems my brain shuts down and I pass out, I have quite literally passed out several times trying to do the same o. chem problems to no avail. I also have terrible issues with my memory and can't remember simple chores I have to do throughout the day, let alone the material from my classes. Can no longer have conversations with friends because my thoughts are always fragmented and I fall asleep in front of them. And if I try and push through it I get a horrifying migraine on the right side of my head that causes me so much pain I pass out. Even my own brother who is also a doctor who has heard of ENS thinks that I am crazy and compares my symptoms to simple allergies.

I am still doing what I can to get through life but I have literally nothing left, it's taking me over an hour just to write this one paragraph.

Screw this